|new york cityyyyyy bitches!
||[Aug. 9th, 2005|05:48 pm]
im leaving tomorrow morning to go to NYC to see Against Me! with maggie, corey, and matt, but we're meeting up with fuji and matty. we're spending the weekend at some hotel we are going to get drunk at and trash, and then me and maggie are going to go shopping. im excited beyond belief. i need out of this little hole, even if it is for two days. besides...what more could i ask for? against me!, maggie, fuji, matty, bEEEEEEr, and a hotel room? IN NYC?! hahaha. nothing. except maybe some sexy man with nice tattoos......hhhmmm....? (if you know what i wanted for christmas you know what i want in nyc) im not sure how well s.s. betty (my lovely car) is going to handle this little trip, but we'll see. shes taking me to florida next month......so...we'll see.
im getting a little brother or sister in april. crazy huh? not to mention...we sold our house, so im moving, and my dad is getting married at some point in the future. ive got a lot on my little plate...im a little stressed, but im glad to see that mostly everyone is happy at the moment (except me..but thats not the control of anyone but myself and my surroundings *cough*thistown*cough*). its just all so new. i kind of like it. i cant wait to dress my new sibling up in little punk rock baby clothes, and i cant wait to force him or her into listening to the clash, and rancid, and the sex pistols. ahhh...hahaha! theres going to be a mini-haley!!!!
yea..shits been crazy.....very crazy...theres too much to sum up at once. so im not even going to bother. basically this:
-got more tattoos
-went to tennessee
-went to indiana for staceys wedding
-went to RI, NH, and ME to see Against Me!
-went to the beach! (in ME after the show and sang "beginning in an ending" changed the words to Atlantic, not Pacific, and jess and i ran into the water (if you love AM! you'll get it))
-got my heart broken by someone who i thought was one of my best friends
-got wasted. alot.
-hung out with maggie. alot.
-got a dog named Pumpkin Seed
-got a car (S.S. Betty)
uuuhhh...thats about it...there were less exciting more dramatic and sad things in between there but i save the drama. its lame.
im done now. im going to go get ready for nyc cause damn! i really need to shave!!!
"All is quite except for this song, so maybe while im not together i can feel like im not alone...."
Every day has a beginning and ending
just like every life has a start and finish.
July is gone like the gasoline it took to make the circle again.
Florida to Florida, by the way of America.
Cocaine and soda
playing Tetris in our underwear.
We take turns reading letters
I read the haiku and you move your nails across my legs
In your arms, I don't know who I am
taking all I know about nihilism and trying to build it into a life.
With your thought in mind, I walk the streets down to the shore and I sink into the Pacific. This is evrything up to now ending. Ending.
It was nice to believe for a while.